come take a look inside

what is the conformity of man?

who is to set the standards for the conformity of man?

why must we call out the copy cats, but reject the abnormal?

weakness seems prided on, who is strong enough to be them self?

the pieces of the puzzle of life are endless.

if you think you have it all figured out, i pity you.

what is life?

perhaps a journey, a maze in search of ones self.

searching for an answer with in, for why i am not like the rest.

an answer for the question of my purpose in this life

or the route to the path to the heavens. to live and prosper

but really its all immensely unattainable , i must find happiness in the journey

because life is the journey, heaven is just a dream.

self expression is beautiful.

but society acceptance is ugly.

conformity and structure rule our world

i color out side the lines. get over it.

call it what you want.

alone in the dark

a common theme of my writing.

my place of peace, perceived happiness

my home, where i am comfortable.

no negativity, none but my own.

feelings of self love, fall deep within the shadows.

its inescapable, this feeling i feel.

the weed takes me higher, to high to feel.

i am not scared of the truth. or to be different.

i almost prefer it, its where i feel most comfortable.

but nothing matches the bliss

of being alone in the dark.

the dark is so overwhelming and embracing

it attacks me from every angle, encompassing my being.

i see a light. i do.

i am on my way there. i am.

life is long and i have time to grow

there is a time for everything, i must let it come

but blame has to stop

for the power to forever be mine.

the power to control my destiny

as meaningless as it may seem.

i am not the norm

its all bigger to me.

no one understands.

forever isnt long enough

how inferior i feel to what she deserves.
how can i, give the WORLD?

when love comes as silent as the wind
a bond is created, deeper than a love pursued

holding her face in my hands,
the beauty i hold is truely rare

a selfless love
id trade it all for her.

the realest love
caused by the realest of actions
fallowed by the realest feelings of a lifetime

a love like this was immensely unknown
a girl, different from the rest, was only in a dream

well then sleeping i must be
because she has arrived.

forever isnt long enough.

ill never let go

from the first time we met
i knew it could be us
not an i or a you.
an us.
the bounds of our love are endless

ill never let go.

the softest kiss
the softest skin
the most loving eyes

ill never let go

i cant breathe when you touch me
looking into your eyes i know
this is the safest place to be in love.
your are my life

ill never let go.

all i know is to give you all of me,
and every part of me belongs to your love

ill never let go.

can you hear me?

alone in the dark
these tears, oh these tears

sweat to never again be agonized
by a her, whom seemed to have it strategized
had me fooled. i even apologized?

when all a long, she was an act
cheating isn't love, thats a fact
my heart has exploded, how to react?

i hold my chin up, as they observe
keep my head high, shut off every nerve
thoughts roam, who was i to deserve?

the peices of my heart are broken and lost
from this day on my heart is in a frost
in an ice box, not open for any cost.

i hear them calling me, cudi i do.
but i need them, to hear my call too.

im sorry

tears stream down these childish cheeks

head pounding, feeling more hopeless by each breath.

i find my fatal mistakes in the people i love the most.

i push them away because in the trained mind of mine

love can only lead to pain.

if i love you, ill hurt you.