stop

but stop
whens the last time you listened
To the sounds of life instead of
the melodys of the modern day bliss
that we now know to be happiness
but really we are weightless
lies, todays word is worthless
but my people we not hopeless
we are simply in need of a change, yes
well be aright one day, i guess.
after a divine intervention of importance
to keep family and loved ones at the top of the list
no herb no candy is at the top of the list
greed out the door, keeping a hold on this
work hard to work harder and give life a kiss
promised the American dream is what they told his
heart, chasing the good life when its hit or miss
stay true thru the lies and the broken promises
stereotypes, prejudices, and everday misconceptions
of my people and our struggle in need of new directions
but go on
the fast track on the bird course never last forever
but a focus mind and man will always be together
if the path gets crossed, stop.
and read it from the top.

the truth.

as i walk alone thru a room full of knows
i only see the guys all fake and girls all hoes.

i think, how i pity what has became
how we all try to live like those with fame

guys run wild untamed. dog like, sex her
and never even really know her name.

for the mind stuck in a frame, running around
looking for a new person to blame.

vice, while all the girls play their game
their really just hiding the stain from their
heart once slain.

one track mind: fill the void, heal the pain then,
give it up to make it up and play it back again

meanwhile i must remain in the tunnel of my vision
ive changed the life i led, i have made a life revision

and all the while my mind stays sober.
when in the heat one wrong move and its over.

they are living under cover, who are these people
around me acting like they know eachother?

fake minds tell lies, leading to
subconcious suicide of the mind.

living in less color than the blind
reality unknown, living without a spine.

so i strive for my actions to be above,
to be true and show reflections of my love

if only i wasnt alone in this crusade
clashing with the titans, swinging wild with a blade

ive always been so different since the day i was born
i found out young that every rose has its thorn

by me a mask is never worn
but my friends so phony and my mind is torn

the truth. the truth about us
the messes we create fallowed by all the fuss

living thru the day with unfound trust
only time will tell what will happen to us.

the truth.

the monster

the escape is what i used to call it.
running from the world.

thats all it truely is,
take a trip everyday
but really just running.

running away, cowardly
refusing to single handedly
face my problems on my own

it was nice for awhile
ofcourse, everything is
at one point or another.

but now its become my
deamon, my flaw
its a monster that is now
just another thing i run from

but im done running.
the time has come to
grow up. face up. show
up

theres much more to life
than every day trying to
keep the clouds in my face.

but that escape was so easy
it was so comfortable
i miss it.

but i cant go back
its not worth it, i
cant risk it.

its a monster, chasing me as
i run. i hate it when it tries to
pull me back into the life that
im so whole heartedly trying to
evade.

let the smoke clear
and the days full of
haze be layed to rest.

let the morning bells ring
for i am here, and i am here
to stay.

the true me and the only me
the me with out the monster.

i see the light on my own, i see
the big picture. only got one life
and i plan to live it right.

i love all the people that love me,
but ive made this change for me.

i cant live like that, no way no how.
end up dead or in jail, neither a place
i see myself enjoying.

a real mind, made a real conclusion.
no more running, no more confusion.

im done and im here.

beauty

her beautiful soul that i see in her eyes
is as beautiful as the new morning sun rise

her pure existence is beautiful bliss
she pours out her love with every single kiss

how could someone seem so perfect for me?
how could that someone contain so much beauty?

from head to toe shes beautiful, her body is perfection
but her mind is what is love, and the way she asks question after question

her beautiful mind holds true through all the bad weather
she stands by my side, when they never want to see us together

her beauty is so real, that it will last forever
ill never let her go, not now, not ever.

dear mama. 2

its been days since ive seen the sky.

spendin these days wondering why,

why people change and make me feel this way,

they hurt me, so all i know is to push them away.

push them away so far that they cant see,

make it easier to hide the change in me.

but she always say, boy a mom always knows,

she knew when i ran, and we stopped bein close.

she couldnt believe the choices that i chose.

she was hurt, but still the one that cared the most.

i love you momma, and theres about a million reasons,

you remain the SUN in life, keeping me warm thru the seasons.

you are the muscle that never tires

thru thick and thin, up and down, even thru the wire (kanye)

i want us to get better momma me and you

i wanna tell you every single thing like i used too

instead of the lies that youve recently gotten used too

im gonna be ok momma ull see,

i got my job and now you're gna see me

doin my thing, working hard, makin money

doin what i love, how could anyone have ever doubted me?

goin to college, running and living life,

happy with her, shell still be my wife

i realize momma, how much you help my life

you raised me good my mind is as sharp as a huntin knife (what?)

let me live, let me chase success

just sit back and watch, be witness

to man on the grind, its hit or miss

but all i need is love, cealed with a kiss

be proud of me mom, itll be aright

if i can keep my mind sound thru the day and night

without the clouds in my face i can really see

how much the people i love really mean to me



Love conqueres all.

who am i to say

who am i to say, you love me?
who am i to say, you need me?

who am i to say that one day i wont watch you walk away
pack up all your shit, and throw all that we had away

who am i to say that the love you speak of, is real.
im not you, i dont know how you feel.

who am i to say that you are worthy of my trust.
i wouldnt be suprised if one day i found out it was all a bust

who am i to say, that im foreal the only one

i dont know anything. at all.

i love you. but who am i to say..

rhymes to live by

i dare to be different, to stand out is key.
dont have much money but im rich with originality.

a way with words, make them dance around your ear
when the smoke is clear, youll see that im never near

the lames. the games of the players who are fake.
with their entries to live the life of i, for they dont know life is what you make

but really life is what you take
chances and opportunity, but its to short for hate.

smile. live happy and love often
keep soft the words that are spoken
and always remember to speak the words unspoken

dont fear the times when the heart is broken.
for love is never known if pain has never set in.

believe.
more than anything, always believe there is something more.
therefore, when it seems like the end, youll know life always has more in store.

expand the mind of man.
do a lot, but dont do more than you can.

dont fear your doom because the end is inevitable
dont listen to the talk of the after life, because the facts are too debateable.

life. can only take what you get.
live laugh and love, be sure to love dont forget.

rrrrrrrhhhhymmmmmes to live by.