silence in the darkness
despair of the man
a life full of loneliness
still he tries harder than he can
void filled.
full of pointless hopes and dreams
reality skilled
a soul, more troubled than it seems
pain fixations
but still no slumber in the night
never ending explanations
so why not take flight.
circular evacuation
so why evade?
fatal attraction
lay in the bed that was made
no intruder alert
she set off no alarms
put an end to the hurt
escaping all of lifes harms
through the distance
though proceeds holding on
admirable resistance
though love, was just beyond the dawn
blind in love
no other could achieve
a feeling of above
with out her i cant breathe
-----
knife though the wind pipe
slow twist with the blade
perception of the good life
mine was delayed.
financial wars lead way
control tower speaks
black and white is not ok
love was at its peak
abandoned to be forgotten
left behind like a mistake
true words are unspoken
so im done for my sake.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
insomnia
sustained memories haunt me in the night
as thieves of slumber, the prove me blind in a fight
but never a closed eye, just invisible opponents
with a texture built for torture, they attack all components.
seeking a terror in the deepest corridors of my mind
stealing from me, stealing irreplaceable time
im sick in pain, this fights become a murder
killing me softly but the tree takes me further
gone from it all momental peace at last
until i come crashing down and perceive reality on blast.
as thieves of slumber, the prove me blind in a fight
but never a closed eye, just invisible opponents
with a texture built for torture, they attack all components.
seeking a terror in the deepest corridors of my mind
stealing from me, stealing irreplaceable time
im sick in pain, this fights become a murder
killing me softly but the tree takes me further
gone from it all momental peace at last
until i come crashing down and perceive reality on blast.
heartbreak
a loss of interactive love on strong
a split of intertwined souls that belong
together forever, forever together
but because of dark skin forever is never forever.
no longer are we together and here comes the bad weather.
black clouds in my dreams and gray skies in my day
her love said every lasting then she took it away.
too bad she took my heart and with her it will stay
i want whats best and i know she acted necessary
two bleeding hearts need space, but how i miss her is extraordinary
she truly means the world to this lonely world of mine
she brought a light, with out her, again no light will shine
darkness falling down like raindrops. flooding my mind.
a split of intertwined souls that belong
together forever, forever together
but because of dark skin forever is never forever.
no longer are we together and here comes the bad weather.
black clouds in my dreams and gray skies in my day
her love said every lasting then she took it away.
too bad she took my heart and with her it will stay
i want whats best and i know she acted necessary
two bleeding hearts need space, but how i miss her is extraordinary
she truly means the world to this lonely world of mine
she brought a light, with out her, again no light will shine
darkness falling down like raindrops. flooding my mind.
kno why
brilliant confusion
inside a beautiful mind.
on the run from a terror,
but the terror is i.
feeding my own death,
my medicine is my sickness
but more sickness
is the key to the numbness.
above it,
to high to feel at all
mind escaping explanations
just to evade the fall
while it all,
builds up in my bottle
of emotions
leading to the popped bottle
and reactions in slow motion
blurred vision,
low and slanted eye sight
trip over these bars,
black out with out a fight.
overcame by the intensity of this
lean
a folded road ahead but a path
unseen
never a foot on the breaks,
i cant slow down
im on another planet,
and ill never come down.
away from the stench of people
and the odor of their lies
dancing through the air
who is to know why?
inside a beautiful mind.
on the run from a terror,
but the terror is i.
feeding my own death,
my medicine is my sickness
but more sickness
is the key to the numbness.
above it,
to high to feel at all
mind escaping explanations
just to evade the fall
while it all,
builds up in my bottle
of emotions
leading to the popped bottle
and reactions in slow motion
blurred vision,
low and slanted eye sight
trip over these bars,
black out with out a fight.
overcame by the intensity of this
lean
a folded road ahead but a path
unseen
never a foot on the breaks,
i cant slow down
im on another planet,
and ill never come down.
away from the stench of people
and the odor of their lies
dancing through the air
who is to know why?
read my cry
an introduction to a new day and age
a new language, invading the page.
entailing a touch of the old
but forget what you knew
as i go ahead and tell the stories
of what i've been through.
all the secrets and memories
that seemed extraordinary
but are really what im running from
and prove to be very scary
obscure guidelines flow
my hot wheel selection
no mr. jr.
in my language called protection.
plant seeds of my tree
and watch money grow.
addicted to the smoke
and slowly count it go-
to none. and now my demon has won
DUMB, to commit murder but never run.
MIND GONE.
pen overflowing expression
im a man of few words
but i stray from wrong impressions
the game is the same
and this player is never changing
glass slipper shoe selected
to be your prince and charming-
no alarming
intruder alert is on recline.
whats it even matter
if im never on your mind-
time.
is all she wanted but now a her
has returned
although once burned
tables have no turned
she speaks, while i hang on every word
because her bullshit actions are heard to be heard
but never to be ignored
mind goes on a tour.
attacking true feelings
so we all live a lie
but claim fake never
and watch each other die
crashing and burning
and you just stare at the flames
feeding my pain only to do it again
so light it up again and but it all away.
inhale the rush only to exhale relaxation
all leading to a stoned representation
of happiness remaining the saddest lie.
no tears, just ink. read my cry.
a new language, invading the page.
entailing a touch of the old
but forget what you knew
as i go ahead and tell the stories
of what i've been through.
all the secrets and memories
that seemed extraordinary
but are really what im running from
and prove to be very scary
obscure guidelines flow
my hot wheel selection
no mr. jr.
in my language called protection.
plant seeds of my tree
and watch money grow.
addicted to the smoke
and slowly count it go-
to none. and now my demon has won
DUMB, to commit murder but never run.
MIND GONE.
pen overflowing expression
im a man of few words
but i stray from wrong impressions
the game is the same
and this player is never changing
glass slipper shoe selected
to be your prince and charming-
no alarming
intruder alert is on recline.
whats it even matter
if im never on your mind-
time.
is all she wanted but now a her
has returned
although once burned
tables have no turned
she speaks, while i hang on every word
because her bullshit actions are heard to be heard
but never to be ignored
mind goes on a tour.
attacking true feelings
so we all live a lie
but claim fake never
and watch each other die
crashing and burning
and you just stare at the flames
feeding my pain only to do it again
so light it up again and but it all away.
inhale the rush only to exhale relaxation
all leading to a stoned representation
of happiness remaining the saddest lie.
no tears, just ink. read my cry.
dreams
a developmental
high
status
the way
down
will require
an apparatus
dreams
through the day
where is reality?
what
is love
in actuality?
but who
is to say?
who made the rules
only to
be broken
and cause crashes of the skull
mind gone
a sound bending
exploitation.
of a
trusted miss-leader
who fell in conviction
to a judge who
is her.
when she is the
sun.
now locked
in these bars
my struggles just begun.
i hear
them calling
but i have no reply
the back
that used to have me
i can no longer rely.
gone
like the wind
or a shuttle to the sky
out of site
and out of world
who is left
but i.
room at capacity
still i feel alone
abandoned
by it all
this world wont
give me be a bone.
therefore
continues
my endless escapes.
to the
dark side of the moon
where there is no mistake.
my dreams
are reality
and actuality
in my zone
like the rest
chasing
what they call happy.
but life is what you make it.
high
status
the way
down
will require
an apparatus
dreams
through the day
where is reality?
what
is love
in actuality?
but who
is to say?
who made the rules
only to
be broken
and cause crashes of the skull
mind gone
a sound bending
exploitation.
of a
trusted miss-leader
who fell in conviction
to a judge who
is her.
when she is the
sun.
now locked
in these bars
my struggles just begun.
i hear
them calling
but i have no reply
the back
that used to have me
i can no longer rely.
gone
like the wind
or a shuttle to the sky
out of site
and out of world
who is left
but i.
room at capacity
still i feel alone
abandoned
by it all
this world wont
give me be a bone.
therefore
continues
my endless escapes.
to the
dark side of the moon
where there is no mistake.
my dreams
are reality
and actuality
in my zone
like the rest
chasing
what they call happy.
but life is what you make it.
it said
it said,
bleeding ink inside the bars of the page
on elevation, rest in peaces to the cage.
time to strike, round the corner it will occur
she said life is but a dream but to me its just a blur
days full of haze keep me for days in a daze
simply in seek to non-REMEMBER that spot that she laid
all the time and the money, plus all the promises you made
in the end it was all brand new
i feel like i never even really knew "you"
actors on a stage appearing analytical with potential.
but soon enough proved- NO potential and hypocritical
you are who you say you are but you dont act like it
played blind in the game and never tried to fight it.
blamed it on love and emotions of forever,
all youve shown you me now is your forever is never.
because all together, you cant keep it together
abandoning love in seek of financial endeavors.
wasnt love at all, remember? life is but a dream
clear the smoke, because its never what it seems.
bleeding ink inside the bars of the page
on elevation, rest in peaces to the cage.
time to strike, round the corner it will occur
she said life is but a dream but to me its just a blur
days full of haze keep me for days in a daze
simply in seek to non-REMEMBER that spot that she laid
all the time and the money, plus all the promises you made
in the end it was all brand new
i feel like i never even really knew "you"
actors on a stage appearing analytical with potential.
but soon enough proved- NO potential and hypocritical
you are who you say you are but you dont act like it
played blind in the game and never tried to fight it.
blamed it on love and emotions of forever,
all youve shown you me now is your forever is never.
because all together, you cant keep it together
abandoning love in seek of financial endeavors.
wasnt love at all, remember? life is but a dream
clear the smoke, because its never what it seems.
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