the rants of a mind that takes trips to the sky

i find myself evading my home,
in search of a place to escape the normality of my life.
but shes still on my mind.

late night drives, listen to the cd deck, let the bass ease my mind
go to the park alone, shoot ball under the lights and just relax.
but shes still on my mind.

a late night visitor, a lift, an escape, a trip, a ride to the sky
she comes so sweetly and so intimately
its a love that began a long time ago, and now has grown into a never ending
infatuation.

she is everything i want, but nothing that i need.
shes always there when i need her, but ill never tell her i love her

i can talk to her and she wont judge me,
she sees no color, no black and white
she just sees happiness, and thats exactly what she brings me.

while not being what i need, she never fails to put a smile on my face,
i love how she makes me feel, like im flying and like i cannot be stopped
i feel at ease and in peace, loved and safe...
no matter what is going on inside the world i have created in my head
for me to live in.

i let her in, because i trust her.
shes never lied, or told my secrets
she just lets it go, lets it burn.

she changes me, for the good or bad i cant really tell
but i dont care because i will never let her go.

she came sweetly in the night,
touched my lips so soft,
and sent a feeling through my body so strong
so real.
shes never fake, shes the same everytime

i love her scent,
i love how good she is to me.

a fascination untamed,
in the mind of mine which is running wild as is.

how long will she continue her more than friendly visits?
she hasnt let me down thus far, and i doubt she ever will.

i love her, but ill never tell her.
not admit it to her, and stay away from admitting it to myself.

i dont need her i swear, i could go with out her..
but she makes me smile, and why would i push that away.

well be together forever
its me and her in my world
together.

the rants of a mind that takes trips to the sky.