reasons

Alone.
Misunderstood.
The mind of a youth in struggle
Is more complex and in pain than ever
Unloved, noone cares, how will this continue?
Misguided, off track; realize im throwing it all away
The smoke remains the remedy, but only to stay numb
To feel nothing and give nothing
to anyone
Thats all the smoke can do for me.
But thats not what i want, not what my heart wants
I stay on my route, but i see that this left should have been right.
Its never to late to make anything happen
Impossible is nothing and options are endless
But i need someone to show me love
To teach me how to love
Someone real enough to tell me im half the man i think i am
A world rocker, a shocker aka just someone real
This person i will never find though
Bc shes been in my life all the while.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.