daddy

what is so wrong with me?

why do i feel as tho i am so unloved

so looked over

i feel like no one cares.

ill quit given you advice and just cut your hair.

the words he leaves his " son " with.

what if god left jesus like that.

where would all you god fearing patrons be now?

same place i am

in a loss of sense

a state of backwards confusion

full of heart ache and tears

i yearn to be numb.

able to not feel even the sharpest of forced entries.

eventually i will be there.

peace is on the horizon