what would you do?

What would you think if you saw the world thru my eyes
From where im standing,from the position im in.
Would you understand how i feel, would you feel my pain, would you draw the same
Conclusions.
Would you let anyone in?
Would you be scared or angry
Or as confused as i am?
Would you light it up to make all these feelings go away?
Just to come down and see that its all really the same
It wasnt supposed to be like this.
Not me not my life
Why am i so mad
Why cant i just let go?
I feel as if i dont and never will know.
But if you saw the world thru my eyes could you ever understand how deep it hurts, al the way to my soul.
Is that something yo could live with every single day? could you get out of bed each morning with out ever really sleeping
Would you have the strenght to keep pushing
To be the man you seek
Or would you fold and never become.
A man, at all.
If you saw the world thru my eyes, what would you do?